Feb 17, 2025

The Beginning of a New Chapter (of a new book)

Today is February 17, 2025, and this marks the beginning of my journey to building my own business. My goal? To help people—especially those who feel like the black sheep or the perpetual runner-up in life—realize that they are meant to be the champions of their own story. We are not meant to be the supporting characters in our own lives.

For as long as I can remember, I’ve wanted to create a successful business and share my experiences with manifestation—how it has transformed my life and how it can help others find happiness. But for months, I’ve been stuck, procrastinating, and questioning everything:

• What is the purpose of life?
• Why do we chase goals?
• Does any of it even matter?

Even though I manifested incredible things—going from homelessness in 2023 to having a home and the puppy sent by my soul dog, Jersey—I still found myself feeling lost. I was exhausted, unmotivated, and unsure of my direction. At one point, I even searched YouTube for answers, typing, “What is the point of life?”

That’s when I stumbled upon a lecture by Alan Watts. He said that life doesn’t have a fixed purpose—it’s meant to be played, like a game. That idea hit me. Instead of chasing meaning, I could simply enjoy the experience, follow my bliss, and let the universe handle the details.

The Truth About Manifestation

I’ve realized that so many of us lose our excitement for life because we tie our passions to external expectations. For example, I love to sing, but for years, I felt like I wasn’t “good enough” and would never be able to make money from it. But what if the purpose of singing is simply to enjoy singing?

Time and time again, I’ve seen that when you do what makes you happy, abundance follows—even if it doesn’t come from the place you expect. When I was homeless, I danced, sang, and lived in the moment. Miraculously, money came to me. Even when I wrote my book about manifestation, the income didn’t come directly from book sales, but from unexpected opportunities that showed up because I was in alignment with my joy.

Why I’m Sharing This Now

Right now, I’m at another turning point in my life. I’ve experienced feeling like an outsider, like I don’t belong. I’ve had moments where I was almost successful but fell short. I’ve been rejected in love, in career, in life. But I now understand that when things don’t work out, it’s because something better is coming.

One year ago today, I had no idea where my life was heading. I was staying at a friend’s house, feeling lost. But then, just a few months later, I saw a dog on Facebook and instantly knew she was meant for me. I had no idea how I’d afford her, but deep down, I knew I would. By February 27, I met her and confirmed she was mine. By May, I had the money. By June, I had a home. My entire life changed in three months.

Now, I want to experiment with this again—this time with my business. I won’t set a specific date for success. Instead, I’ll act as if I’ve already achieved it and allow the universe to fill in the details.

For the next 30 days, I’ll be sharing my journey, my lessons, and everything I’ve learned about manifestation and following your bliss. If you’ve ever felt like an outsider, like life hasn’t chosen you yet—this journey is for you.

Stay tuned. This is just the beginning.